internal affairs

the question that always haunts me always.......where should i begin? writing a blog is like being on the bed...there has to be a very good start to make the person involved all excited........to cheat or not to cheat. Everyone thinks that cheating is so easy but its not true. it is a art that has to be learnt like any other art, similar to love making. it has its own set of rules that can make the difference between success and failure. where does it all start.......there are many kind of people who cheat some do it all the time irrespective of any examination it doesnt matter if the exam is easy or not they have to cheat. some do it cos the exam is tough. well anyways its the same thing they both have to play the same game in order to succeed. exam is like a gorgeous babe u want to woo. u should not play it hard but smooth. the art is makin sure that ur not caught while making out.its all in the level of confidence u have . if u dont have confidence dont try to cheat or to woo a brutally hot babe both of ur attempts would be futile. even if u have confident u cant sport a frivolous attitude there has to be a plan.the plan depends on the amount of risk ur goin to take. the more risk u r going to take the better should be ur plan. 1st blood.......the first move is always the most imporatnt one ....it should be natural. when u enter a exam hall or a gril's bedroom make sure that u have everything that u will need. once the game starts there is no looking back.wait.......dont do anything in the first half hour this is the time for foreplay. u have to look around what kind of teacher is watching over u. can u win him with a smile or with a threat. u have to choose between soft and hard tactics. once u have made up ur mind and are ready for some action look around calculate the risk of getting caught. this is my personal best suggestion always have someone at the door to lookout for whos coming and goin. there should be some sign that tells u about the danger that is coimng ur way. this can be done by payiong anyone to do it for u.once everything is set and ready to go.slowly with with all the class in the world undress ur material. u have to know ur material well before going to the exam. what kind of positon works and what doesnt work for u. place ur material at the right place. everyone have there preferable lengths some like it long and some short. well i like to keep it medium. the micro xerox doesnt really work for me.once u have placed ur material in the right place u have to search for the pleasure spots. now here is the real deal......how fast and how elegantly can u do it? everyone has there style in doin it.u have to be really quick so that examiner doesnt get u.once u have got what u need its time to pleasure it up baby....some put it exactly between there legs, some catch it in thier hands, some keep in on the bench. the thing is u have to choose what u r comfortable with....at this point u have to be sure of what ur doin and have to get ur basic instincts right ! the time will be sliping out and u will be nervous like hell if u r one of those first timers. but dont panic take it slow and steady. watch the examiner at all time see if he is seeing u. but dont over do it cos if he suspects u then u will have an anti-climax.now start writing from ur material....dont write it line by line it will take lot of time....read two or three lines then write this way u can pace urself. and be alert of the things that are goin on work ur quetion paper well first venture into known areas then venture into the uknown the only rule u have to remember is that they are no rules...play as u will.soomthly shift from one page to another keep ur mind on what ur doing though ur heart might be at the highest point of anxiety. control ur emotions dont let them make u stop.dont concenterate on one part of THE question. there are many questions that NEED ur equal attention.so keep moving dont be obsessed with one part of the QUESTION.in order to be successfull in the end u have to pay atttention to the NEEDS of the question paper.u have to fulfill them in order to be satisfied.in doin all these dont forget ur instincts cos u have to depend on them most of the time.keep goin until ur finished and be alert all the time.
there might be many distarctions playing out in ur mind....feelings of guilt and a thing called conscience. trust me if u listen.....ur dead.ur hands will start to shake and u will have the look on ur face that makes everyone know of the sin ur commiting. be clear in ur mind before u start for the reason ur doing it.it can be for love or for just for the heck of it or just to get through the examination. but it is imporatnt to know ur reason. u cannot have sudden pangs of guilt in between ur act.as and how the time passes u will slowly get used to it. the agony of some odd feeling gives its way to the most pleasurable feeling of all.........success that it very near. now u have to finish what u have begun...dont mess it up. u have to keep on goin.....find ur way to the end whatever pleases ur soul.and when the end finally arrives its the inexplicable. u will only know if u ever cheat .......fate...n find love.(in process of makin).

LOVE( has to be earned)

da sweetness of life is not in the breaths u have taken it is in the fact that how many moments u have lived that have taken ur breath away.life for all its worth is beautiful and i am not any dreamy guy who goes on sayin that everything in life is so..wonderful and all the peple we are so nice.i am a pissimist.but i have changed cos life is worth living u. Just have to know in what way u want to live ur life.u have to find what u love.what u believe in? what is the reason of your existence.it can be many things .....u can find any motive and u can love anything as long as it has ur reason in it and u love it .but to find that love and to follow ur heart takes all the courage in the world. wait, it wouldnt be tough cos once u have found ur love everything will seem possible!
.love has really lost its meaning . love has become a synonym for whatever we lust after every object we dont deserve .we have defined it in such a narrow sense that we have lost the the feel of love.we have turned it into a vulgar word used to staisfy our needs. it is not in someone's heart .love is not that is unconditional..love can never be without a reason( and i will kill da one who said love at first sight)
what is love? it is the logic by which we all should live our lives.what we love should be our right to exist.while i am no fool to go on and define love cos everyone have there own defination of love.but let me try to say what i mean or what is love to me. love is the values i believe in ...it is the code of life by which i shall live by.it is in everything that i have rightfully earned.it is mine.....it is my ' love'.love is a selfish act it is not what they tell u "that love is in sacrifice and suffering" but love is in joy and in celebration of being alive.love is what is in u.they say that love is without a reason but when we love there are reasons behind it.
true love is when we find something that all our reason are existing in that one thing.love is not anybody? it is the one we live by for our own happiness.joy is the giving of love not pain.love shouldnt be defined as realtionship between two people.love exists because two people believe in the same set of values and have the same view of the world. In eachother they reflect thier world.Their reason for existence...love is pragmatice ...it is logical.........love is in 'work'......love has to be earned .It cannot be given away.u have to earn ur love bcos if u dont earn or work for ur love, u will never value that kind of love that is based on charity.u will never know what value it does hold and what meaning it does have.when u earn ur love u feel that it is u who made it possible.u deserve that love..it can be anything ...job...life...beloved.If u dont earn it was never yours.U just mouched your way to it.The thing u loved will not mean to u anything it is just zero may be ur lust for it will be satisfied but u will never know what is the worth of it and how to be worthy of it............... well whatever love is to u may u live by it
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